Have you ever felt so in love with someone? But that person does not even know that you exist? Well, I've been there. And now, it's happening again. It sucks so much, I know. He is in a 'band', actually it's not really a 'band' thing but whatever, I don't know what to call it, and nah, I won't reveal his name. The first time I watched his video on Youtube, I got a crush on him immediately. His smile, his hair, his eyes, everything is perfect. I visited his tumblr the other day, and the way he reply to people's questions, I can straight away tell that he has a good heart (': He is so nice, and friendly. He has got a lot of girl fans, hm. My love for him is not like those 'celeb crush' kind of thing, but I love him for who he is (; Whenever people tweet him about how cute would it be if he and his celebrity crush(which I won't mention it here) date, it pisses me off and I get.. um, jealous /: Hmm. After reading this post, people will definitely be like ' "Lol Hidayah, quit dreaming."/"Hidayah, you're so lame." ' Haha, but I just needed to let everything out (: Boy, I think you're pretty special, and I just wanna say, I really like you (: