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Thursday, July 19, 2012

I like you, I really do.



Tuesday, July 3, 2012


Have you ever felt so in love with someone? But that person does not even know that you exist? Well, I've been there. And now, it's happening again. It sucks so much, I know. He is in a 'band', actually it's not really a 'band' thing but whatever, I don't know what to call it, and nah, I won't reveal his name. The first time I watched his video on Youtube, I got a crush on him immediately. His smile, his hair, his eyes, everything is perfect. I visited his tumblr the other day, and the way he reply to people's questions, I can straight away tell that he has a good heart (': He is so nice, and friendly. He has got a lot of girl fans, hm. My love for him is not like those 'celeb crush' kind of thing, but I love him for who he is (; Whenever people tweet him about how cute would it be if he and his celebrity crush(which I won't mention it here) date, it pisses me off and I get.. um, jealous /: Hmm. After reading this post, people will definitely be like ' "Lol Hidayah, quit dreaming."/"Hidayah, you're so lame." ' Haha, but I just needed to let everything out (: Boy, I think you're pretty special, and I just wanna say, I really like you (:


JANOSKIANS

Monday, June 18, 2012

The weather in Singapore is unbearable. Hate it so much. Can the Janoskians just take me to where they are now? Lol hahahaha. Ok I am officially a Janoskianator. I love them so much. Funny guys man. And Jai Brooks, gosh. He is just, perfect. Jai has a twin, Luke Brooks! And another older brother, Beau Brooks. The Brooks brothers are damn nice and friendly! There's 2 more guys who are from the Janoskians, they are Daniel aka Skip and James. Basically they just go outside, take videos and upload them on Youtube. You gotta watch their vids, I swear you'll laugh non-stop. Haha do check out their Youtube channel and subscribe yeah! Just a short post for today, I'll end off with pictures of them alright? (-; http://www.youtube.com/janoskians

The Janoskians!

Brooks Brothers (;

Luke! (;

Jai <3

Jai! <3

Jai <3



GO FIRST XI.

Monday, May 28, 2012





Kim and me (instagram)

Kim and me (original)

Aini, me and Nikita.

Kim's, Faliq's, Zahrul's signature!

Kim's signature!

Kim (-;

me!

Niki and me!

me!

Niki, me and Aini.

Coach Sasi!

Spackman!

Duric!

Zahrul #19

Hi there Yusuke!

The friendly Faliq!

Lol Duric took of his jersey!

Muhsin and Louis!

Kim #26

(-;

JBS!

OKAY HI! So, my friends and I went for the First XI VS S-League All Stars match. Was so excited for it and we finally got to meet the First XI boys! Well, we didn't go there just to see them, but actually we just want to have fun together and experience the atmosphere. It was a total chaos there but I had lots of fun, I swear. Door opens @ 6 but we came @ 5! While we were queuing, with the hot sun above us, the boys sneak a peek at us and we totally freaked out. It was only me and Nikita who was like "OMG IT'S MUHSIN!" lol. Everyone looked @ us but in a good way :P Few minutes after that, Kim appeared! And yeah, you got it right. I shouted "KIM!" and Nikita went mad. People cheered for him too when he appeared! And then he got shy and walked to the side, but Talib and Muhsin pulled him so that we can see him, but he was too shy and tried to run away! Hahah how cute!

When the gate finally opened, we dashed in and sat right at the first row! The view was perfect! When Gurmit said "Let's welcome our First XI players!". Everyone was screaming! They walked around the pitch and omg yes, they walked in front of me, I can't even believe my eyes. I got up and shouted "KIM!" and he waved. I was close to tears! Tears of joy! So happy I got to see him!

I was unlucky too actually because the people sitting behind me was Kim Bao's haters. They said "HAHA KIM BAO NOT PLAYING, GO BACK TO YOUR COUNTRY LA" Sigh. I was like dude, respect please. Felt hurt when they criticized him just because he didn't play for second half. But nah, I didn't talk back to them cos I think it's rude. Instead, I said something indirectly but in a good way. Hehe.

After the match, we went to wait for them outside FAS office. We waited for more than half and hour there. In the end, 3 of our friends went home, so left me, Nikita and Aini. We waited and waited. Suddenly, a guy came to us and here is our convo:

GUY: "Who are you guys waiting for?"
Nikita: The First XI players.
GUY: I am waiting for Kim Bao, he is my friend.

(I was at the other side waiting for them while they talked, and then I came to them.)

Me: Oh hi who are you waiting for?
Nikita: Kim Bao la!
GUY: Yeah, I'm his friend.
Me: OMG are you serious?
GUY: Yeah.
Me: OMG hi nice to meet you. Are you his brother or something? You sound just like him.
GUY: *laughs* no, I'm just his friend. He is at the changing room, he'll come down soon, so you guys just wait yea.
Me: Hmm, yeah okay.

Haha we felt so lucky! Few mins later, the boys magically appeared before our eyes. If you want to know more, watch the video below! (((; (Aini recorded this video by the way.)




Thursday, May 10, 2012



Watched Avengers with the gang! Hehe it was awesome! (-;




Kim.

Friday, May 4, 2012

Deleted all my blog posts bcos I think it's quite lame and too personal. Actually I have nothing to blog about, but I'm just bored. Heh. Oh yeah, KIMBAO FOLLOWED ME ON TWITTER. Was so darn happy, I love him so much! Haha, if you all do not know him, he is one of the First XI players (-; He is so talented and um.. cute. He looked so cute during the episode when they had to dance, urgh. I am so looking forward to the next episode! Ok enough about Kim Bao, hehe. My classmate, Alan, she is leaving Singapore! How sad. So they'll be a farewell party for her next week on 11 May. It will be held near Yio Chu Kang(omg so far from my place). Mr Lee/Ms Hajjar/Mrs Neo/Mr Chan(the tennis teacher in charge), yes they're coming.... One of my friend, Nikita, she asked me 'You want me to invite Mr Chan, Zen Chan?' HAHAHA mad uh. I guess I would be staring at him 24/7 man. K loljk. Hope it'll be a memorable/fun farewell party for all of us. And yes, lots of pictures coming up. Till then, goodbye.


Sleeping With Sirens

Sunday, April 22, 2012


Lately, I have been listening to Sleeping With Sirens(SWS) a lot. I love their vocalist, Kellin Quinn. I heard that his father left him when he was only 10 years old, and his song 'Trophy Father's Trophy Son' is about him expressing his feelings to his long-lost father. I love love love that song, the lyrics are just too painful. Here's to the kids who are tired of going through all this hardships every single day. But don't worry, pain is temporary (-;